I think for so long I thought that if I just did all the things right I would be good and be in the good graces of others, but now I am so full of grey areas that perhaps all I can do is know God is always here and that I need to care for humanity in a way that is real and not an idealization of what is thought to be, or only a perspective that is relevant for me or people who are more well off than me. I wish I had more words here, but what I can say is that I am learning and I will keep learning and continue to think and be compassionate in my life. I will try to be okay with being uncomfortable in not always agreeing with those around me. These are skills I need to learn and grow in and that's okay.
Things I am learning that I want to do more for:
Actually helping people get affordable housing.
Help with the immigrants at the border more
Help improve air quality for others.
Help advocate for gun control methods, especially with background checks.
Somehow remove big oil's hold on society so that we can actually have a planet for my children once grown.