Exactly that. I wish that I could do something and not be so stressed out by it and in the process actually feel God being in control, but I don't. For some reason I let stress get to me. GRRR. So pray for me if you read this. I need it.
Sometimes I wonder how do I eliminate the stress, but I think I simply need to see it differently. Because my new learned lesson is that prayer doesn't change God's heart, it changes ours. So yeah, I really need mine changed on this one. Really.